The Love And The Light Of My Life

On May 25, 2006 at 6:21 p.m.
Life for me ended
Because it was then that my wife
Joan Elizabeth Mitchell-Nelson died
And so did I
Almost six years later and my will to live
My desire to succeed
My drive to be something more is gone
All that matters now is how soon
Death will let me once again be with her
If only for a moment
If there is a heaven she is already there
If there is a hell I know they are making a place for me
On judgement day when I sit before God
My hope is he at least will let her be there
So I can tell her how sorry I am for
All the things I did wrong
She deserved so much more than I was
Able to give her
And I deserve to spend eternity in hell
For not knowing the difference