Thinking

Thinking that I thought I would
Then thinking it away
Thinking that I thought I could
Then making it okay

Always knew I always should
But never thought to say
Always knew I always stood
For doing things my way

Wondering if it ever will
While thinking that it wont
Wondering if it ever still
Will it matter if I don't

Maybe what we really choose
Is who we want to be
Maybe what we really loose
Is what we never see